Agency, Burnout, and Action

Lately, I’ve noticed that my mind is tired. I’ve been sleeping either too little or too much. I feel happy one moment and easily agitated the next. I overthink, then become saddened and overwhelmed —all in quick succession. My energy, resilience, and motivation are low, and my perspective is clouded. I tend to underestimate my energy levels. I also overlook my ambitions. I forget that change rarely happens quickly or in a straight line. These feelings are clear signals of burnout, and as a result, I metaphorically fell over.

Burnout can affect neurodivergent individuals, neurotypical people, and those on the spectrum. It’s something caregivers and teachers experience as well. I’m grateful I was able to retreat and recover, taking a full day off duty. It was a much-needed day of respite, allowing me to reset. Now, I find myself writing again about agency and my special interests… as a reminder for the next time this happens.

The Sense of Agency

To recover it was important for me to reclaim my sense of agency. The concept of sense of agency is powerful for me. It’s something inherent to us as humans, much like our sense of sight, hearing, or touch. But when we’re in a state of burnout, our sense of agency can feel impaired. It is similar to how someone might feel helpless if they lost their sight or hearing.

Our sense of agency is shaped by many things: our personal narrative, environment, the people around us, and societal structures. It’s not fixed. It’s a dynamic force that can be reactivated. It is like a muscle that needs rest and care to function at its best. People on the neurodivergent spectrum and caregivers often face systemic challenges. These challenges can strip away their agency. This is especially true when mental health or burnout is involved. These individuals are navigating a world that doesn’t always support or understand their needs.

Resting and redirecting my mind helps, click here to read my blog post ‘Agency and Anxiety’.

Shifting the Narrative and Collective Agency

When we acknowledge the commonalities faced by those dealing with neurodiversity, caregiving, and mental health challenges, we open our minds. This understanding creates space for empathy. We also foster collaboration and action.

The history of social movements shows us how powerful collective agency can be. We are working to tackle global challenges like climate change. We also face mental health crises and systemic inequalities. We must recognise that these issues are interconnected. Our personal struggles—whether related to neurodiversity, caregiving, or burnout—reflect broader societal issues. By recognising this, we can change the narrative towards a more positive, neuroaffirming perspective.

We are all part of a larger agency—society. Our individual actions, when combined, can have a profound effect on the world around us. This understanding supports the neurodiversity movement. It empowers individuals to recognise their value and demand inclusion. This shift can create spaces for neurodivergent individuals to find their rightful place in society.

Click here to read more about Neurodiversity affirming messages and practices.